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[mostlyajerk]

James put me on painkillers so I was knocked out for a while. He's not mad, btw. Nothing is broken, I just look awful.

I mostly miss you, I'll be up when you get back.

[trickedya]

I'm sorry. For you, for James. I know it all out a little fucked up but it's not so bad. I did pretty well today.

Six clients, I got the last paycheck all to myself. Going to get us some food.

[mostlyajerk]

That's good. I'm... That's good.

You don't have to be sorry, love. Just come here, I'll hold you.

[trickedya]

Don't be sad, Hart. It's okay.

I paid off everything I owe so in a way, we won.

[mostlyajerk]

Does snake face small dick think so?

[trickedya]

No, he mostly just wants me to suck his dick and break up with you

but fuck him not gonna.

[mostlyajerk]

He won't get you. I'm not helpless. He's so very, very wrong about that.

[trickedya]

Don't start a war, he could have you killed. Don't be an idiot.

[mostlyajerk]

I'm not an idiot. I'm the opposite of an idiot. Don't worry about it. I'm not about to challenge him to a duel.

[trickedya]

Really? Because that seems like the sort of fucking stupid thing you'd do. You're smart, I get it but you have to fight every little thing.

Can't you just let this go?

[mostlyajerk]

I won't just go up to him and punch him. I've calmed down about that. But I can win.

No. He can't have you.

[trickedya]

He doesn't have me!

[mostlyajerk]

Axel.

I'm not an idiot. I'm not innocent either. I'm not sheltered.

[trickedya]

I know but he doesn't have me. He just has the power to fuck you up so yeah, I'm going to do stuff for him but what more do you want? Doesn't mean he owns me.

[mostlyajerk]

Yeah, whatever. I can fuck him up too.

Sorry, Ax, I'm just angry and I miss you.

[trickedya]

You can't. Let it go.

Maybe you shouldn't. Reassess your life decisions.

[mostlyajerk]

Come here. I want you.

I'm sorry. Just come here.

[trickedya]

Cause I mean you're dating a whore.

who just fucked six people. Six. People. You have no idea where I've been.

[mostlyajerk]

I've been dating a whore for the past several months, you think tonight is the first time it occurred to me that our situation is less than ideal? You think I've never wondered before? You think I don't wish I could just beat up anyone who ever touched you?

[trickedya]

You never got your ass this badly kicked over it. And trust me, they were threatening to do worse.

I wouldn't be that hurt if you left. It's still an option. I won't hold it against you, people have left me for worse reasons.

[mostlyajerk]

You think they didn't tell me? I'm mostly shocked that I didn't get raped and then some, it's surprising.

I don't give a fuck. It's not your fault. I love you. Stop being an idiot.

[trickedya]

Cause I begged on your behalf. I don't need pride if it keeps you safe.

I'm not being an idiot for like the first time ever and you call me an idiot? Mean. I'm not saying dump me, you're pretty and I want you and I'm very, very selfish. I'm just saying, it's not a terrible idea and I won't exactly be hurt. I mean nearly getting raped is a good excuse to dumps someone.

[mostlyajerk]

I'm done having this conversation. Get your ass here.

[trickedya]

Score!

I need to shower for a while but we should be good, everyone used protection so I'm not diseased!

[mostlyajerk]

Excellent. I'll stay on the couch and look pathetic.