Oh dude, that's such a cool idea. I'm gonna do that!
He told me his job was working peer relations and negotiating... huh, weird. I thought he worked for like a legit company as like a HR guy. I did think he was kinda young for that. I'm sorry dude, that must suck.
It's okay, I mean, I learned a really good lesson from that. Never expect nice surprises! And I never have. Not once. I won't ever get my hopes up that high. No more gross sobbing under the kitchen table all alone for me!
Don't tell anyone. I mean, it's not his fault or his choice, but all he gets is judgement, so. Yeah, it sucks. He said he'd be home soon and it's been three hours, just gets you asking yourself more questions.
Yeah, optimism isn't really my style either. I still can't believe I got the scholarship.
I can't help either and I've tried. But that's where your lesson about optimism comes in, I was looking forward to celebrating a little today, kind of a downer now.
Right? He talked to me for almost half an hour about my last project and he'd actually read up on it beforehand. Like, I'd never have thought this would happen.
Yeah but you want me to not talk to anyone :( dick move. You'd miss my commentary.
Nah, don't be dumb, he'll be home and he'll be so excited and happy for you and you will totally have a great time and not be sad or cry under a table. I believe in you both.
He's so cool. I so just wanna hang with him always.
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He told me his job was working peer relations and negotiating... huh, weird. I thought he worked for like a legit company as like a HR guy. I did think he was kinda young for that. I'm sorry dude, that must suck.
It's okay, I mean, I learned a really good lesson from that. Never expect nice surprises! And I never have. Not once. I won't ever get my hopes up that high. No more gross sobbing under the kitchen table all alone for me!
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Don't tell anyone. I mean, it's not his fault or his choice, but all he gets is judgement, so. Yeah, it sucks. He said he'd be home soon and it's been three hours, just gets you asking yourself more questions.
Yeah, optimism isn't really my style either. I still can't believe I got the scholarship.
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I'm sorry dude but that sucks. I wish I could help but that is way out of my range of helping. All I can do it is feel bad with you.
Me neither. Wells told me I was brilliant and then actually stopped to look at my work :D so cool.
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I can't help either and I've tried. But that's where your lesson about optimism comes in, I was looking forward to celebrating a little today, kind of a downer now.
Right? He talked to me for almost half an hour about my last project and he'd actually read up on it beforehand. Like, I'd never have thought this would happen.
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Nah, don't be dumb, he'll be home and he'll be so excited and happy for you and you will totally have a great time and not be sad or cry under a table. I believe in you both.
He's so cool. I so just wanna hang with him always.
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I don't know. Mostly texting you as distraction, so there's that.
I can't wait to work with him. He told me about the accelerator. Sounds great.
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I am very good at that. And pretty much only that.
We're going to work on the same thing. Unsettling. I wonder who will kill who first.
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You're good at a handful of other things, promise.
My non-existent money is on me. I'm very street. ;)