Of course I do. James is just better at convincing himself.
I'm pretty sure you can get somebody who is not a racist. James always talks about how you can make even straight guys want you. Which is a creepy thing to keep talking about, by the way.
Me and James talk about anything, we went passed creepy a loooong time ago.
Bullshit. If you're into a dude sucking your dick and you know it's a dude, you're at least a little gay and not straight. And I can but no one wants me. They use me. Big difference, Hart. Maybe you'll get that some day. Someone can still make you feel loved, adored and happy when they're just making use of you. It's just all very hollow when it's over and you realise.
You're so cute, man. I want to keep you away from the mean world. Keep thinking like that, it's ... sweet? I don't know. Be hopeful for the both of us!
It's not really hope so much as I need to believe in something. I don't know. I mean, I want to be loyal. I am loyal. Why shouldn't other people be too? And you've helped me before. I'd want to help you.
I don't believe in people. They're selfish. I stopped believing when I was eight and my foster family dropped me as soon as not-mommy finally got pregnant. Who wants someone else's kid when they can have their own now? Newborns aren't complicated, you know? No one likes complicated. People don't do things because they're good people and they want to help, they do it because it's what's best at the time.
Right now, it's best for me to help you. I like you so I want you around.
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I'm pretty sure you can get somebody who is not a racist. James always talks about how you can make even straight guys want you. Which is a creepy thing to keep talking about, by the way.
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Bullshit. If you're into a dude sucking your dick and you know it's a dude, you're at least a little gay and not straight. And I can but no one wants me. They use me. Big difference, Hart. Maybe you'll get that some day. Someone can still make you feel loved, adored and happy when they're just making use of you. It's just all very hollow when it's over and you realise.
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Anyway, you have James and you have me. We aren't using you.
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Right now. You might. You probably will. And I'll use you. That's how the world is.
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Right now, it's best for me to help you. I like you so I want you around.
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But I'm sorry that life sucks. It does that a lot. I know.
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Eh, it doesn't bother me much! Life is life, I focus on the better things. Like my twitter and how sick my abs are getting ;)
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When James is awake and better, lemme know? I'll come get him. I'm off to work now so just keep me posted.