coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine

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[midastouches]

How's your nerd doing?

[trickedya]

Sad.
I'm so not getting laid.

You?

[midastouches]

Might give you an in though, if he's all vulnerable.

Sad and angry at himself and life, I think. We're drinking.

[trickedya]

When he gets sad and vulnerable, he gets all 'fight me' and it's not a good way to get pity/sad sex.

So I have an interesting theory to float by you regarding our nerds.

[midastouches]

I thought he was always all 'fight me'.

Float it.

[trickedya]

In varying degrees, actually.

Those two totally kissed or hooked up or something and then that Cisco dude no homo'd or something.

[midastouches]

Possible, I don't know. I know he blames himself.

He's a cutie. I think he's dealing with a lot.

[trickedya]

Really?

I hate him.
He seems like a dick.
Also he makes Hartley make that sad face I hate :(

[midastouches]

He is adorable. A good kisser too.

Do you think that Hartley is in love with him?

[trickedya]

I don't know.
I don't think so? Maybe once.

He says he's not anyone right now.

That includes me.

[midastouches]

I don't think that's true. I think he is into you, he just doesn't think it's a smart idea to be into you.

He'll kiss you soon. I have a feeling.

If it helps, pretty sure Cisco thinks you're dating Hartley.

[trickedya]

It probably isn't but why does it have to be a smart idea? It's love, it's always dumb!

Oh. Well. That's cool, I guess.

So, like, are you into Cisco?

[midastouches]

I don't know. It's hard to know what I feel right now with anything. I do think he's cute, I always thought he was cute.

But I've never been in love. I think it might be for other people, maybe.

[trickedya]

Maybe?

I used to think like that too but with Hartley, I think I could have it? And it makes me want it so much. I always thought love was such bullshit.

[midastouches]

Hartley may be the one for you. He always smiles a lot around you and you know he only came out to see you. I'm rooting for you two.

You are right about Cisco and Hartley though. Aw. That's cute too.

[trickedya]

I'm rooting for you and -- whoever you want really cause I want you to be happy. Even with this dumbass.

Wait, seriously? omg did he tell you???

[midastouches]

Kind of. He said something about how he had a gay crisis and freaked out and he should have just called like he said and I'm assuming that was about Hartley and now we are talking about serious things.

[trickedya]

Huh. Man. He almost had Hartley and he wimped out on him? R U D E

What kinda things?

[midastouches]

APPARENTLY. It's hard to know for sure, he's sobbing a lot.

His brother died in an accident, serious things like that.

[trickedya]

Damn.

sounds like you're having a regular party over there.
You okay?

[midastouches]

It's fine. He is calming down and it's good for him to let it out, I'm sure. Seems like Hartley and him had bad timing.

But that's good for you! :D

[trickedya]

I don't know. It doesn't feel good.

Hey, so, you know both lost brothers and stuff. That's kind of -- I mean -- does it help to talk to someone who gets it?

[midastouches]

I don't know. I'll tell you if I ever talk about it.

I think it's a very different situation.

But being sad together is better than being sad alone. You should just cuddle Hartley into submission.

[trickedya]

I kinda am.

I'm lying on him, he crashed out pretty hard ... I don't think he ever really sleeps so I don't wanna move. I'll never move.

[midastouches]

Why are these geniuses so bad at basic life skills? I took Cisco home and he has NOTHING. Only hot sauces and salsa. I ordered food for him, I have the urge to order groceries too.