mostlyajerk | coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine

I bet they'd love that. Today is bath day for them, so they are excited.

You have to know for yourself. But I'd like it if you didn't kill.

I want to see :(

I won't kill. I'm going to try. Like a challenge to myself.

Before I broke out, they gave me some meds... I swiped them on the way out.
I don't know if I should take them or not.

That's how Cold used to do it. I bet you can do your thing without harming anyone. You can still cause chaos. Still make things fun.

What are the names? Research them and then decide.

THAT'S NOT FAIR
I want to bath the rats :(

I'm gonna try cause I want to. It could be cool. I guess. I mean. Hurting people is just as fun so there's that.

Lamotrigine and Clozapine. They stable mood and reduce hyperactivity.

Will it change me too much??? I like me.

I just send you the pictures when they are calm, they like it a lot less when I'm really bathing them. Echo loves it though. Smartest rat.

I bet you could even do it without hurting people. Taking from the rich. That's the best thing about being a rogue, I think.

You've always been you, Axel. I think this would just help you be at peace with yourself.

Echo is my favourite already. I can't wait to hold her and say hi. I hope she likes me. I'll bring her special treats.

Why don't you join us? Be part of the rogues!

I don't really have peace. I have chaos and stuff. That's my jam!

Echo likes everyone. She is very cuddly. And she loves bath time. The others are judging her a little.

I do my own thing these days. I have to figure myself out too and I'm still trying to find the right way to do that. You should give the meds a try. Maybe they will help. Can't hurt.

Baths do suck. I used to avoid them as much as I could when I was a kid. My record was two weeks when I was eight :D

Figure yourself out with me! I can help. We could help each other. I try the meds and you try team work!

I like showers. Sometimes a hot bath, especially if I've trained a lot.

It's dangerous. For me. I have a lot of anger in me. A lot of hatred. I don't like the world the works and I want to lash out against it. I don't think I should, it's not the way. I have to find my way.

I just do charity these days.

Can't you just embrace the anger and use it? I do that all the time. I'm mad at like ... everything. Life has SUCKED and I'm so angry but this is good, isn't it? The rogue stuff.

We can do good too.

It'd just be cool if you could be with us.

I think it's good, you are right. I think the rogues can do good things. I mean, there is a lot of people that deserve to be taken down a peg. Honestly, the Flash included.

I have a secret.

Then help me! Help us! Dude, you could do so much good here and if it goes wrong, we cut ties. No hard feelings.

Ooh, tell me, tell me, tell me!

I'm a meta. It's not cool or anything. It just scares me a little. A lot.

No medication for that, unfortunately.

Oh.

Sweet!!

What's your power?

I am still figuring that out. Sound. Let's just say sound. I can use that to affect things and people.

Cause you're so musical, pretty piper <4

That fits you perfectly!

Guess so.

I don't want to use it, it's pretty horrifying. I've used what I could do to go too far before. Now I can do more.

You don't have to understand it. I just need to figure out my limits.

No, I get it. You're scared you'll lose control and do something you'll regret.

Which is like 90% of my life.

So ... let's do this thing together. Me and you! Learning our limits.

What if I did something to you that you'll regret?

I trust you.

You won't do that.
And there's nothing you can do that I can't forgive you for.

You have no idea what I could do.

But thank you for the sentiment.

<3 I saved it for you. <3ley. It's me.

The only hart I need

If you ever want to, call me?
Better to fuck up and hurt a dick like me than anyone innocent.

I don't want to hurt anyone. There was one asshole I wanted to kill and I'll never have the chance. Lucky bastard.

You can come visit some time, you know? As long as you have killed and hurt no one.

Send me your address.

I'd love to come over and meet the rats.
Plus we gotta watch Riverdale!
Check out the new, sexy Archie comics kids.

Yes, they threaten my closet guy's sexuality almost as much as I do.

I sent you the address, it's encrypted. You can come any time, but bring food. I have almost nothing, always.

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