"Good cause I know I kind of piss you off and you kind of piss me off but I think we could make this work, you know? Like-- not in a long term way. Unless you want it but if you don't, it's totally chill. I just want to -- I'm -- erm casual." Oh God, he was babbling and trying to have the talk while Hartley played with him balls and he legit had no idea if this was even a thing or a sex thing or if he was reading into it too much.

He save himself from being a bigger jackass, he clamped his mouth shut and focused on what Hartley's hand was doing. "I'm sorry, I'm super nervous."