"Right." No, he didn't know what to say to that. He had no idea what to really do with that. Finally he just followed his instinct and leaned in until he felt James' lips and then he kissed him. Not the first time, but the first time he'd initiated it. Definitely the first time he pushed him back onto the bed and ended up on top of him, still kissing. Definitely the first time he felt just a little bit of that old flame of hope again.