"It's lame." He shoved his embarrassing puppet into his pocket and followed after Leonard. "I know money doesn't matter to him and things don't matter but they matter to me. I don't want to be the only person empty handed. I don't want people to pity me." He knew they did it, hell half the time Barry was looking at him like he was some Dickens level orphan who just got beaten in the streets and it really wounded his pride. "I'd do anything for Hartley, I would and I just wanted to be able to give him something, anything, as a token. Something he can actually own."